#this is so fucking sad what the fuck#look at that bottom gif like w/e the intention behind that was all i can read out of it is#‘OF COURSE im overcompensating i grew up in a culture that ingrained Manliness TM into me and Manliness TM has no room for someone like me’#god dean’s fear abt being mistaken for being gay is like…….. its fucking textbook closet case idk what else to say#like that stab of fear u know he felt every time someone assumed him and sam were together or w/e#that tiny voice in the back of his head that said ‘they know. somehow they know. something gave you away’ (via saltyfeathers)